hy to evry1...
erm i thnk my wek s rly sucks! i fel tension n stres almost evry ov d dy..wlupun dlm shari atu, i laugh, i smile..bt i noe, no one cn fel wat i fel..end ov d nyt, i alwes thnk~..hw sad i am..thngs nt goin so well..people around me mkes me hapy, bt at d sme tym dey do hurt me wtout realising it!
There is always a limit...aku buleh sbar, tp bukn slmanya..nth ahh..nt bcos m saying ds psl aku ada klaie atau apa2, p klu bleh i wnt u guys 2 undstnd me mor lg..trmasuklah my fmily n azmi..im jz tired..
aku nda kn brkata bila aku ambil hti, trsinggung or watsoeva, p leat2 lh dri air muka ku jua, my expression..i jz dnt lyk bla bnda atu aku nda suka p kep doin dat jua..huh~~ nth ee..stres bnr ku 2-3 hri ne.mgkin psl aku priod jua, p nth laa..
aku jnisnya barat mulut kn bckp, tp once aku bckp, m sory klu aku kasar..d collge pn lately aku notis ada a grup ane mnyibuk, jn ja silap hri ahh..kmi sllu memerhatikn, aku na suka bila hal ku d tya2, bla aku kn gtau, aku gtau..p bla aku na kn gto, jn dtya..
its hard 4 me 2 tell u abot my lyfe dri A to Z jua, bcos i jz noe u guys here, d only person i cn dpnd on n talk 2 ada 2-3 org ja sni, p mls la kn mention..krg ada yg trslh hati, jz jgn aku dpaksa..hmm..aku ne tlampau snstve x jua 2-3 hri ne..or urg2 yg mlampaui batas??
aku sllu bpkir, wen i try nt 2 thnk 2 much, i rly cnt!!(eng pn nth tunggng tblik)
people, i am a hepy go lucky typ of person, bt i do hve feelings..dats ol..m nt mad, i jz wnt u 2 undrstand..a smile on my face cn hide d pain in my heart but till wen??
p/s: fee, do take note jua..m hurt n tired..
sorry people ahh, aku na brkata2 psl sapa2 ne, aku bukn mnyindir atau apa..bukn cm kanak2 ne aku ahh, klu aku na puas ati bnr2 pndai ku bedepan dgn ds thng n urg atu..p at d sme tym aku kn melegakn rsaku sja..n lastly, JGN DITANYA KENAPA AKU BUAT ANE(fmily kh, azmi, jz dn ask)..
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