Sorry if terkasar

WOW!!!nice picture hah???anyone tau apa maksud gambar tu..?hehehhe!

Ok, i'm not sure it's gonna work or inda kali ane...aku try kali keberapa sudah buat the post supaya inda melukakan hati siapa2..hehehe tapi kalau inda berjaya i'm sorry!!

Just short laa saja k..aku bukan jenis yang menyindir2 atu...aku inda kan buat cara kanak2 laa...k?tapi aku found out sudah about something & about this someone...very frustrating pulang...and i just wanna say, kamu2 if ada tedangar apa kaa...you guys better la dangar dari dua2 belah pihak dulu kays...and aku mau tegas kan disini,kalau aku jenis urang yang bermasaalah..urang lain pun inda akan terima aku...kenapa aku dengan yang lain ok saja..?think of it la people..

Aku inda kisah la kalau ada yang nda dapat terima aku or banci aku hahaha...dari sekulah menengah sudah tu...aku inda heran~ tapi masing2 ada cara tersendiri kali ahh..cuba lah saja cope with the person...i don't mind k..the more you talked about me,is actually menampakan siapa kau sebenar nya laa..

Aku rasa dalam ugama pun kitani ada kana ajar kan?fitnah ani sama dosa nya macam urang membunuh, so fikir2 laa...its ok laa people, aku maafkan kamu semua diluar sana..aku tau, ak pun bukan baik sangat pulang,aku mungkin ada mengucap urang tapi aku sentiasa tau the limit, jangan lah ditokok tambah..hehehe..

And and and lastly...i'm happy to be me..aku inda kisah apa pemikiran urang lain,i have my friends, bf, my sisters yg lebih paham aku and apa th lagi my parent yang very supportive..maybe you dont have what i have kali...:)

sorry ahh if ada yang terasa,aku inda menuju kan ke arah 1 specific person..aku tujukan buat semua..pasal aku tau aku dibenci urang ramai..hehehe!i love you people..and i just love my own life..hope you'll love yours....

bye2 now...:D

owh~ figure it out sendiri about the picture ok!

Another Post For You sis...

Ok~ ane ada sikit sbnyk post about you again sis ema~ haha! actually nya i wnna upload mor pics ov u, tpi nada~ hahaha! and ak nda sjaht cm kmu, bkarih mncri gmbr lgi dmit2 yg bg hawar~ hahaha! well...ane sja yg trmampu...ok guys...get to know my sis erma mor closer~

The fact! hahaha...

Ok...She is now 29 years old..a mother to 3 children..she s a brave lady, with a unique personalities...Urm~ she can be strict, rly concern about our studies and fture life...:) , friendly, silly, funny, emotional, selfish sometimes ahaa*jn marh*, owh yep..not to 4get, my sis terkenal dgn gelaran nya "c-cuai" hahaha!

She is an actve person, dlm sgala hal..memang ea ne rajin, lakas tangan..even msa pregnant pun ngangkat2 brg barat..she just can't avoid it as she is really a helpful person..

She can be soo emotional sometimes, yeah~ i think its ur weakness sis..hehe! tapi better lagi masa ani daripada before i guess...what do you think av?hehe!

About studies, ok~ i admit she is really strict...since i was young till now, she is still concern...if my assignment is pending OK! ada th lecture kn ddgr..hahaha lecturer jua bhh...:) erdy will feel the same i guess...and akan lalui apa yang aku lalui ehe..tapi its good actually! kalau inda, kami masih tia main2...hehe..thanks sis...and you are my inspiration jua...jadi contoh..but i'm not as good as you..i'm just an ordinary one...sadang2 saja in studies....and you make our parent proud ov u....hope u'l do well in ur master next year...*advance speech tarus* haha!

Guys~ she is actually a singer..bruneian or RTB singer before..hahaha...! Masa teenage pulang tu...and dulu2 masa diskulah she is famous with gelaran "the purple gal" pasal all the stuff PURPLE! even till ea kawin..smua bju kawin, plamin, gift and evrything purple...alhamdullilah tah masa ane kurang...hahaha...kalau inda allah~ nasib her daughter alya minat pink walaupun minat barney~

She is a straight person..memang bukan jenis cakap belakang2...apa yang special nya...i never heard ea pernah ada rasa jelous arah siapa2 pun...atu the best thing jua...:) bukan macam aku or av hahaha! see~ there is a diffrent between us walaupun adi beradi...

Hahaha i think there are alot more pulang..but for now atu saja la i can say...

Durang ada muka yang serupa but diffrent personalities..yeah~ jauh sekali..hehe...

Tara~ its us!
silly! haha..
She is beautiful..

What happen?hahaha!
Now badan nya inda lagi cani..muat dah pakai baju nya yang dulu2..hahaha she always complaining nda sabar kan balik semula badan macam before masa pregnant atu..pasal ea mau bergaya macam the other lecturer the UBD, ea rasa ea bida..tapi actually nya nda....hhehe.u lok gorgeous no matter what sis...i don care what people will say, but yeah~ u deserve the compliment walau tah 1000x hehehe!

She really loves her husband...i hope abang kam will appreciate you sis...now and foever..:)



The children
And lastly the happy ErmaSani's family...

Hope you enjoy reading this sis....Happy2 always....

Small Celebration

As i've mentioned yest, today is my beloved sis ema's bday..:) so once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY sister!

This is d only pic yang aku sampat ambil..and inda berapa tarang jua..

Ok, let's the story begin..hehehe! Today aku ada 2 class pagi saja, and patang langsung nada..so i decide kan balik, pasal aku JELES bila dimalam durang mama runding2 kan buat makan2 sikit untuk kaka..hehe! Nada la, lagi pun memang kuat ati ku jua lah kan balik...sacrifies untuk kaka sekali sekala..:')

Soo, malam kami semua kerumah nya...durang bapa awal sudah disana, aku datang with av akhir sikit. Masa kami naik atu, selajur nyanyikan bday song and surprisekan kedia laa...berhasil jua, walaupun kek nya nada belilin..hahahaha! and apa yang siuk nya lagi, she didn't expect yang aku tu ada..hahaha! We are having a great time...av ada buat video(movie maker) and i help sikit sja with the effects..

Anyway, hope you are having a good time tonight sis..if i have extra time. i'll do something interesting jua here lagi for you..hahaha mana adil buli av saja masa ea birthday...haahaha! inshaallah..

Ok~ i'll stop here, esuk i'll drive for the first time awal pagi balik kehostel..hahaha merasa tah ku ne apa yang azmi selalu rasa...hehehe...bah..bye all...

Happy Birthday Sis
Lots of Love

Happy Birthday Greeting

Happy Birthday To My Lovely Sister Ermawaty Bte Yacub..
Yang kebrapa ahh..?hehehe...29 kan?yeahh! pasal tani 10 years beza hehehe...nwy...i love you sister, i am so lucky to have a great sister like you! walaupun kaka orang nya tegas, tapi atu memang tanggungjawab sebagai anak tua! hehehe...may god bless you..be a great daughter for our parent, sister for us, mother for your children, wife for your hubby, lecturer for your students! ehee...here are some poems for you...

Sister, please hold my hand
As we journey through this land
Together we stand, together we will fall
No matter what, God will keep us together
That will be the best of all

Sister, please hold my hand
Because without you I can't stand
For we were put on this earth for a reason
To go through every good and bad season

Sister, please hold my hand
As our strength, together, builds each other to become strong
So that our love for each other will last long

Hope you like my present..hehehe...c u next week...sorry sis cant be there for you tommorrow, do tc!

p/s: don't worry too much about your body! hahaha mau tu slim and yet, you are still beautiful no matter what...:)

Happy Sunday..

Hy people...assalamualaikum..today is 25th oct 09...

Seperti biasa, its sunday soooo aku dirumah seria right now..:) hmph~ yest, akhir ku balik..aku sampai 5 min lagi kan dakat pukul 9pm x...aku and azmi singgah ketutong kan bali spec*kacamata ku patah oleh c-gadok* ahahaa! and tarus bali hadiah untuk kaka, esuk birthday nya..nwy...tadi pagi, aku kerumah kaka melawat afiq and tarus bagi hadiah kaka...oleh sebab ea ada function rah side her hubby, so terpaksa la aku awal jumpa durang...hehehe...Thanks for the lunch kaa...

Patang, aku and azmi spend time dirumah saja..leat dvd hehehe...menebus kesalahan ku last last last last day*entah bila kah tu* (hahahaa tani sha tau tu fee!) hmph~ and then malam jalan with av and d fam+mama...now baru jaa balik*9.30pm* ngalih jua laa, sal pagi tadi aku bangun pukul 7am..entah mata ane, ngapa kah ya...lately ane macam inda nyaman tidur ku, aku pun inda tau kenapa...

LETS FLASHBACK!

On last tuesday, aku and my galfrensss makan escapade, i think i start to love it sudah sikit2..."ok fee, u r so in trouble!" hahaha*mahal baaa, inda dapat dibesakan tu* durang ajar aku sikit2 makan ahh, tapi so far i love the idako*spelling* atu ja laa...

Wednesday, aku, jun, vela and lina buat group study..hahaha hasil nya macam 40% saja and 60% bahapa nah?FB-ink, stalker and so on...hahaha! eata inda pedah2 tu sekali nya ada wireless...i sleepover rah kaka tini:p pasal fee bawa dinner, so aku malas kan drive balik hostel..

Thursday & friday aku jadi good girl saja, stay dihostel..why??pasal aku ada midtest on saturday.."NNH3" hmph~ so far so good laa i guess! hint yang cigu bagi semua keluar, but still memory ane kurang memuaskan...aku rasa aku 100% dapat buat on lung cancer saja..mudahan saja pass laaa...amin! inda jua sia2 usaha ehee....hope my galfrensss pun pass jua...hmph~~

Warning: Oryte...some story to share...:')

Last few days...aku and azmi did have a conversation/discussion about our relationship! :) hahaha...yesss guys~ aku befikiran negatif and fikiran ku melencong~ idk why...i know one of my sister will say "yess you should talk about it" gerenti ne..hahaha! yeah i did sudah~ umm..tapi aku percaya azmi is not the type yang beulah urang nya...kami bekawan lama before kami in love...he is my classmate before and yeah~ aku paham the way ea in a relationship waseeeh~ hahaha! um..the point is, aku tanya~...ea ada "something" kah with his colleague...tawa plg ya! cam owkay! aku MALU! hahaha...he explained to me & mentioned perkara yang membuatkan aku yakin tia balik nah arahnya....tapi, atleast we talked laa....thanks fee for loving mee! and lately ane, aku macam in love brabis arahnya hahaha! i hope this feeling wont go away lagi...guys~ i really love this mahn! LOL! its the thousandsssss time sudah aku jatuh cinta or should i say almost everytime, everyday???hahaha!.....(",)!

Lets talk about something else~ aku takut ada yang annoyd baca the story ov me and him! hahahaha!

urm~ well honestly, aku inda sabar kan ke KL bulan 12 ne...*awu awu! aku tau~~exam pun alum lagi udah tefikirkan holidays! hahaha* aku rindu brabisss kan shopping brabisan ahh...last aku away ke thailand...urm...last 2 years kali...wah~ batah dah tue..tapi sayangnya, my love decide sudah inda kan join us...i'll try my best ne meracuni fikiranya nya, sampai~~~~~ ea pegi! hahaha...tapi i know, if azmi inda ikut..awal ashaari nunggu aku disana...*like~~~ok~out brabis!!* hahahaha aku ne ngalih banarnya, tapi udah lama inda update atu cam kesiukan jua ku hehehe...apa lagi ahh yang aku ketinggalan??hmm....~!

urm, on the 23rd oct a2 supposed to be bday mulah aerol...aku tekanangkan ea saja masa hari jumat ah, i miss him so much..tapi yang ku mampu buat cuma bacakan yassin and niatkan jaa...umm....k...enough!

owh ok! aku teringat something...aku inda ingat bila, tapi sekali atu aku ada nampak sweater babyphat with seluar, $45 saja...sikit lagi kan terabang jua la duitku...argh! banar~ juicy ku azmi bali $100.ane $45?macam GATAL BANAR ATI KU!! s*#t berabis! hahaha paksa wa ku control $$$ untuk ke KL ahh, and on the same day, ada ku terjumpa rantai nya...basar but nice..bling2....$20+..aduhh..banar2 tegugat iman....hehehe....inda apala sabr ja..hehehe..

oryte people..will update soon lagi bila ada extra masa keh...bye bye now!

Sunday..:)

Hello people:) and happy sunday...

Apa ada today??

Hmph~~ pagi tadi aku bangun awal, dimalam entah semana-mana awal ku tertidur..kul 9..ish!! mleat sehati berdansa pun inda sampat*ada awal ashaari* and usually aku memang selalu leat drama pukul 10 every sat, p dimalam inda sampat and apa yang merugikan jua, cawal bah belakun..hahahaha shitto!!

nwy~ tadi pagi aku menyuci my swift, bapa mnyuci rav4..hehehe really had fun..bapa lagi masang lagu dalam krita, sampai terpaksa besurung ahh hahaha flat battery..kengalihan laa ku...baru tah ku nyuci ne luar dlm,besanya azmi antarkan dikadai, or bapa yang mngrajakan..hehe eata kengalihan ku. aku bejanji sama av lagi kan bali barang ku, hehee marah ya aku alum mandi..hehehehe!SORRY dang tit!

And now, aku dirumah kakaka...lepak sini kami semua...:) p anak damit semua betiduran...hehehe sunyi sikit...

SAYANGKU~~ entah bahapa masane...hehe nada jmpa2 ea since ngantar ea dirumah kelmarin..karang malam kali..owh cakap sal azmi ne, on last friday tu..kami leat wayang papadom..siuk jua la...inda jua capi2,sedih ahh...nangis ku meleat...hehehe nasib jua kami duduk arah couple sit, urg sbalah kami ja nampak aku dengan tangisan hahaha!

bah atu tah saja dulu....anak2 buah udah bangun..hehhe..bye all!

Friday is a relaxing day..:)

Hello people! Happy Friday..:)

Today is 16 oct...."OCTOBER" beb...skjp sha msa tu brlalu ahhh...b4 i 4gt...i wuld wish urm..

Shy Nurul Diyanah-14th oct
Fakhruddin-16th oct whch is 2day

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY:) hehehe..atu sha dlu, yg upcoming nnti lg.....

Nwy, welcome october and goodbye september...

Oryte~~~ owh yep, gmbr diatas atu gmbr baru..smua kmi alm mndi, drg cbuk buat assgmnt hehehe n lucky me, aku siap dh HURRAY erza! tp nth brpa grade nya tu nnti...hmph~ ive done my laundry td, pnyap blik~ fuhh...eata ngnya msanya ne...klu hri2 besa nglih rsanya..hmph~~~ and and and right nw, hati ku bergaru2 kn mnchk elaun...nw pkul 1.45pm, hahahaha kn tya azmi ea msh smbhyg jumat, n msh break! Snior kmi bru jua kluar yg 22nd intake..ya th ku ggitan ne..hehehe bth jua 2.30 ne ahh, kn ngu azmi msuk krja hahaha! Mlampau!

Ok` apa crita yg aku ter miss out! hmph~ clinical placement ku alhamdulilah berakhr sudah...now turn group B lagi..hehe! inda jua kerasahan sebulan ahh...p drg siuk laa, junior kmi pun krja ne sma drg, snang mndera! hahahahha nadawa! Tapi, borenk th ku ne..most of my galfrenss semua group B...yg group A sikit jua nganya, less FUN! haha..ok la ok laa..kblkang kn dlu FUN atu, as our midtest is coming on d 24th Oct...hmph~ beusaha keras th ne...inshaalah...

I'm damn sick msa ne...shitto!! ksian aku.. but "PLEASE!!" jgn bh~~~ aku dbgi ubt...aku lbih rela minum adam sari..eheee!

Last monday and last wednesday, aku n my galfrenss n boyfrenss mkn d aminah arip! Aduiii~~ nyman bnr mkn yg bgulung atu...(Jd urg tua2 jua laa)...Thanks 2 lina blnja on las mondy atu, yg pegi, daus, lina. teah, gadok n ovcos me....on wed, my fee, aming(his colleague), gadok, teah n me...thanks 2 my fee:) ea lg punya turn blnja kmi smua..hehehe! On dat nyt jua aku mmbli durian~ aduiii nyaman!! Tesliur ku drg malar bckp, tp mninggalkn aku nada hahaha! bt den puas la atiku makn*sekadar jua ceta ku 2* hahahaha!

Tomrw i'l b back 2 IM, and aku 1 ov d helper/model tuk certificate punya OSCE...gudluck guys...siap lah kmu, intake kami bls dendam hahaha jahat! pasal msa kmi OSCE hari tu, drg bnr2 wah blakun jd patient ahh..mcm urg ksakitan bnr...ALLAH~~~~ bukn nya mnulong! hahahaha...

i think, i'l stop here..today's plan?hmph~ ltr wil jln wt my galfrens dlu, c gadok mncri bju untuk nya clinical hahahaha! welcome to our life junior! hehehe..mrasa th apa itu "nursing"..den mlm ne...wil meet my fee...mis him badly..:) ok guys! that's what we call LOVE! hahaha...*nth laa* not 2 4get..i miss my baby boy dkb...:) missing afiq n my lovely family jua..dpt jua spnd xtra tym strt esk...dpt jua blik subuh hari 1 udah, psl aku strt theories d collge:)

ok people! will update soon kays...mwahugs!

My Life
(",)

Raya Celebration @ I.M

On last wed. 7th oct..kmi ada raya clbration..n hv 2 pay $5 jua...d clbration di im plg sja..n it was boring~ siuk lg las yer pnya clbration laa..evry1 pn ckp cmatu...smua mrunggut rh FB hehe!nwy..atlest ada clbration jua la tuk djdikn knang2an...mula2 kmi atu kn prform wt d juniors, bt den na jd..so kmi tlg d mdwve juniors sja...kwn2 gadok joa bh, sian jua drg...hehehe...d func strtd @ 12.30 abs dlm kul 2.30 x...mcm urg im yg bakal2 doc a2 plg drg utamakn dlu ahh...pfft! bh bh..ne gmbr kmi...

its me..:)
Nanu ku syg~ hahahaha n myself!
us..mcm besa, d galfrensss...
Vela n nani..
Mar n didi..
Teah n lina..
hahahaha f kmu realize, tdung drg sma tp lain color sja...buy 3 for $10 hehehe...
its us n d juniors...
dem~
nmpak damit tarus bdan ku leh drg ahh hahaha!
Daus n d junior c-oshin...sma color baju~
ane tym informal prformnce..drg mnari2...
asyik~~
karoke tym~ d lady is my intake:p

So dats it! hehehe...
-adios-

Bday surprises 4 gadok n vela

Oryte~ On dis post, kami da buat surprise 4 gadok n belated 4 vela..Hari isnin, 5th oct..byk spoil la plan kmi ane hehehe...clina tersend msg arh cvela yg kmi kn surprsekn ea, den bila kn strt d plan, dd lg mcm nda phm2...hahaha! cali laa cali~ nda brpa trorgnse..p atles, kmi happy! kmi surprisekn d basement..hahahaaa...cawer joala urg mlintas2...4 mor dtails bca rh blog vela kays..:)

Vel nda expct jua kmi kn srprsekn ea, wlupun tslh msg..pslnya bday nya buln 8 bh hri tu...tym tu, nda tclbrte sl elaun 2 bulan nda kluar hehe!
d galfrenss..
our bday galssss
c jun punya kraja ne..na puas2 kn main spray! haha..
atu pun hasil2 krja c jun ahaha!

gadok iski, ada beg skulh baru 4m teah..:)
ane kmi smua buag stress dlm box karoke...fun brabis~
im soo happy for them..and always always always happy when they are with me...LOVE you GALFRENSSS...

Hari Raya pics

Wow~ lama dh rsanya nda mngupdate eyh..hehehe..bz wt my attchmnt n assgnmntssss....nwy, pic ane bth udh ee...p nada msa kn upload, so njoy~

GAMBAR BERAYA KERUMAH TEACHER SURYATI...





GAMBAR MASA DIRUMAH KAKA-aftr beraya dari rumah fee's friend...






hehehe...ada ciri2 keibuan and keayah-an?hahahaha!

Sory nada crita, pasal aku lupa sudah..hahahaha!